Here I am sitting up waiting to see how my team did in tonights games. I began to think, how great is this?
I enjoy playing the 80's game. I just made a couple of drops that were risky, but the deadline before 20 percent drops was here.
I only play one, or possibley for a short time, two teams at a time. I cant sleep some nights thinking about changing the lineup. I also lay awake putting together trade packages in my head.
I get up the first thing in the morning, after I kiss my wife, is check how my team did. Are there any new injuries? :) Who has been dropped? Who is availible? Do I have a good or bad year for this hitter? Should I drop him for someone with more defense? Should I trade for someone who hits lefties better?
I see other teams transactions, Why did they do that? Does he really have a bad card? What will it cost me to find out? Is that player better than what I have?
Should I give this pitcher one more start? What is his K/BB ratio? Is it 85 or 87? Is he not suited for my park? What could he be worth in trade? Could he bring my team a better hitter that I need.
These things run thruogh my head constantly. I need help. I get home from work and spend endless hours on Retrosheet. WHAT YEAR DO I HAVE??? I can see the players, they are almost tangable. I have Lenny Dykstra, I can smell the tabacco spit. I look back through my baseball card collection as if the answer to keeping or dropping Leon Roberts was written there. I do this all night. Then I go to bed, kiss my wife, she is already asleep.
Is this normal? Is anyone else experiencing this? Do I need to get a clue? Should I get a lawyer and sue?